Monday, 9 October 2017

My New Blog

chandrikapyne.com


This blog has been shifted to another wordpress blog and I am currently not maintaining this blog.
Kindly visit chandrikapyne.com for my recent compositions.

With Love,
Chandrika Pyne


Sunday, 23 August 2015

Blame the time


The more I believe in the creed
the more I see
the love for you are deeper indeed,
the more I hesitate,       the more I breath
the way I get myself jealous to flee.

I had left my brain to think for a while,
and took a ride,
 with the mind a thousand miles
and here I stop as I saw him
kissing the most, the last?
and what? In the morning of the school time,
and what? In the eves of the tuition times,
who are blamed to be pointed out
its not you, It’s the time.

I am finding myself grouching in deep
and feel like am lost with shameful cries,
and suddenly just a stoke in my heart
indisputable me!! Am Lost with flies.
So closing the eyes,
just let her go
she was with time,his love shallows
So close up your heart,
and let her go
cause you were not there
Blame the time Dear,
Blame the time!




Monday, 22 June 2015

Best Friends...Forever?


In time,Well you didn't wipe my tears,
but still the advice of care
the every inches of fear,
were wept out with your words of dare.
The relation,the friendly behavior,
where I can share all… am cleared.
Its wasted in the rhythm of sayings
Best Friend Forever? Is really Forever?

The windows from where I used to see,
the rain drops pouring its affinities
where I never lost my question to ask,
Found you to be the one at last.
And I hesitate to speak out the truth,
or your heartless or confused
I miss those days when and see nowhere,
and I ask myself in despair…

I searched that company in every sphere,
I tried to neglect this my friend
but one thing with sorrow in heart,
I don’t know whether you will understand.
A thousand words that climbs my mind,
and I hated you in vain of sights.

You used to be the one all time,
with whom I would never return mislead
But I hate to tell you in simple words,
I miss you dear!

I still find you to be the best companion,
but while the tears drop goes down,
and I see myself alone,
I miss you and ask myself,
can I get someone alike you whom I will say
Best Friend Forever!






Sunday, 21 June 2015

I Speak…


Where should I start a line,
to make myself jovial to shine
I’m in habit of stealing words from there,
where there are thousand of phases ,not in despair.
I am? Just a small writer,
who dream to become a large…
but what if my hands fails to say,
and happens to be “Malapropism” to cast!

The next minute I challenge the shinning sun,
who speaks of thousand deep breath
burn me or melt me by your heat,
but I will write the same and will escape.
I walk on the reflecting sand,
that burnt my foot into reddish black
but I doubt the time that prevails,
not to leave me to hesitate.

I found myself garrulous,
being obsessed sharing secrets,
 with the girl in the mirror 
I feel enthusiastic when I see,
Myself enveloping the large seas.
But still I find myself lacking behind,
And crying with pain in heart,
I wish for someone to know me,
and to understand me, am not the one called “Sentimental”.

The aspects of my life is glowing bright,
and I need to cope up with them
cause I still find myself locked up in a room,
and cry and cry and cry…
They say I write exquisitely,
they say I am so lucky,
but they don’t know the shadowy gown
that makes me being aloof,
I stand near the divine…
I speak!




Saturday, 13 June 2015

Is Death ,The Destination?


Dense space to overcome,
destination running in a way of haze
the black big bridges to take me away,
life’s rage in solemn gaze.

I wish to fly,kind of flake
to fly and fantasize
nothing is limited in my burning light,
nothing will fall apart.

If I’m burnt away or buried down,
or my soul ruin thousands shocked
my departure will be the one,
called by name of “Destination”.

The grave or the cemetery,
is not the way to walk and end
I see life after death,
and want myself to walk the same!

I find myself in the dense blur,
to talk with them who are standing alone
they light up the street the whole night,
and sleep and rest in the daylight.

I again found myself beside my mom,
pretending to sleep
but still my mind is working upon,
what happens to the soul after death deceives?

I can’t even draw a blank,
without a paper and a pen 
I want to meet and ask them,
what is their Destination after death?

Tonight I cry and hug my mom so tight,
when I will leave this world
please maa forgive me,
trauma left me to deceive you all!

I have to pardon my skin,
and loose my little soul
I will see myself on the holy bed,
with a bolo hari hari bol…


Monday, 1 June 2015

Beyond The Universe?


When am stabbed in the imagination,
can’t find a way out of God’s creation
still coming in my head,
we call them Alien.

What if we someday find a world,
a world inside which we are staying so long
a world more than different in status
a world more than weird, if we go we are gone!

Is the universe limited of space?
is there nothing out of it to go craze?
what is it beyond the black,
Is there something new long far away?

So where to find that world of haze,
so where to find things so different
so where we will walk up if it ends?

after the end of this universe..

Saturday, 30 May 2015

It Goes Like That


It goes like that,
one day to know
the later one is called relationship.

It goes like that,
trembling hands
the other is 'avoid',
for truth to seek.

It goes for a weekend,
perhaps for some days
so called you say
“Emotional Attachment”.

It goes like that
suddenly alarmed
a morning with a finishing touch.

So you call it a relationship?
last for a week
ended with a horrible dream.
So you call it a relationship,
the next day you are a stranger to him!

Its time to change,
why do you believe?
and go with a wrong person.
Its time to change,
not to believe

the chicken that is served for a week.